Acres of trees stunted into
stumps surround me.
Looking for shade, I see
a broken oak limb, hanging,
flailing in the wind.
Thinking aloud,
questions on, jokes on closure
shape and evade measures
of decision above disinterest.
Never start at the beginning,
I’m cautioned by some doctor,
a fabulist favoring Dilaudid
and dollars over discretion.
Answering a call, a summons at
autumn parties for the disabused,
those taking marriage for a stroll,
he funds transgressions with
appearance fees, cues from
informers, opposing officials.
Fireside beds open for all, he brags,
at a lakeshore farm on loan.
Later, I wake puzzled from
the long dream where
everything is laid out in
perfect movie star order.
Through an open window,
I see him enter his cherry grove
with a ladder and a cowboy’s rope.
October kisses his hair
with a mother’s caress.