I was
watching a
documentary on
the Shaolin
Temple when
a priest
who is
an herbologist
says that
the timing
and atmosphere
are crucial
to the
mixing of
the herbs
even the
crow of
a rooster
can ruin
everything
and I
know this
is true
the same
way
i know
that all
it takes
to ruin
my sleep
my rest
only found
in a
delicate balance
of medication
alcohol meditation
and prayer
is the
sound of
a helicopter
flying over
my house
that sound
and I
am awake
and running
looking for
my uniform
heading towards
a hospital
in a
war I
left over
nine years
ago.