My mother was a reader.
She’d sit on the couch
in the living room
in the early afternoon
after the housework
was done and before
we came home
from school,
with a tumbler
full of Black&White
Scotch and a cigarette
burning in the ashtray
on the table beside her.
Her eyes were glued
to the pages of the latest
best-selling mystery
and the words
that momentarily shut
up the demons roaming
her troubled mind
like wolves running
across a snow-covered
field. I knew because
that’s where I found
her everyday upon my
arrival. I’d toss my books
in a chair and flop down
next to her, making
wise like any teenager
riding hormones through
the sky. She’d calmly
lay her book on the table,
smile a well-worn motherly
smile and throw back
the rest of the scotch.
Then she’d say, holding
the empty glass in my
direction, Would you
do me a favor, sweetie,
and get me a refill.